Advice

Best piece of advice - As narrated by my attending this morning:

It is far better to be alone and happy than with someone and miserable

Take time to enjoy the pleasures of being selfish when you can.
And when you start to feel the urge to be domesticated:
1). Bake some vegan muffins - for the office
2). Cuddle a baby - your Attending's
3). Go out to a fancy dinner - with Drug Reps
4). Chat on the phone with someone inspirational - your mother, girlfriends, pretty boys you call friends.
5). Look at it not as nights alone, but rather as evenings you can spend enjoying the sunset in peaceful silence.

These moments like all the rest are fleeting. Embrace them when you can but also, don't be afraid of letting go...